Excuses

Well, my plan to fill the recruitment application form went wrong. Not just wrong but I didn’t do it, because I got a phone call from one company and they invited me to a job interview. This call changed all my plans and I found myself smiling. Maybe I don’t have to go abroad?

After ten minutes smiling I decided to read more about recruitment. Why my happiness stayed so short? Believe me, after a long period of having a lack of luck it is a normal reaction to doubt about everything. On the website www.aiesecestonia.net I found a lot of information about application procedures and realized that planning to go abroad is not so easy. Before you send an application to AIESEC coordinator you have to compose a curriculum vitae, full the registration sheet and read forward. Now I know that it is last minute to start with collecting money ;)

My friend has herpes on his mouth and he goes to see himself on the mirror about every hour. He is hoping that herpes will heal or best of all fade out by miracle. That’s how I hope, every time when the new day begin that something exciting will happened with me. The truth is that nothing won´t happen if you do not accept a decision or makes any choices. I missed my today’s excitement.

What is your excuse? What stops you to fill the recruitment application form?

A Girl

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My name is Girl and I decided to pass through the winter recruitment in AIESEC Estonia. During the recruitment period I will write my story as an encouragement for you, who still isn’t sure if the recruitment is something you wish to do. I am not sure whether going to abroad is the right solution for me at this moment when my life is a big mess and I cannot find any exit.

I am 26 years old (as you noticed not so young anymore) and in spring 2009 I lost my beloved job. I have been between jobs approximately 9, almost happy, months. I am changed as a person, but to be honest, I do not miss my “old” me at all.

During the unemployment period I have broadened my mind and trying to figure out what I enjoy the most in my life. I feel that I am very close to my own truth, but not exactly …

In November and December 2009 I am participating in training program that is meant for beginner entrepreneurs. As a result of this training I should produce a proper business plan and become an entrepreneur. Today I realized that I rather shoot myself instead of becoming an entrepreneur. I do not want it and I don’t like it although I know that my family is counting on me. Sorry!

Finding my own truth is the reason why I decided to join AIESEC Estonia. Tomorrow I will fulfill the recruitment application form and look forward what will happen next.

What is your biggest dream and be honest, is it your dream or someone elses?

A Girl