Wednesday, 2 December 2009

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My name is Girl and I decided to pass through the winter recruitment in AIESEC Estonia. During the recruitment period I will write my story as an encouragement for you, who still isn’t sure if the recruitment is something you wish to do. I am not sure whether going to abroad is the right solution for me at this moment when my life is a big mess and I cannot find any exit.

I am 26 years old (as you noticed not so young anymore) and in spring 2009 I lost my beloved job. I have been between jobs approximately 9, almost happy, months. I am changed as a person, but to be honest, I do not miss my “old” me at all.

During the unemployment period I have broadened my mind and trying to figure out what I enjoy the most in my life. I feel that I am very close to my own truth, but not exactly …

In November and December 2009 I am participating in training program that is meant for beginner entrepreneurs. As a result of this training I should produce a proper business plan and become an entrepreneur. Today I realized that I rather shoot myself instead of becoming an entrepreneur. I do not want it and I don’t like it although I know that my family is counting on me. Sorry!

Finding my own truth is the reason why I decided to join AIESEC Estonia. Tomorrow I will fulfill the recruitment application form and look forward what will happen next.

What is your biggest dream and be honest, is it your dream or someone elses?

A Girl

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