
Future team leader ! You are probably wondering that you haven’t lead a team, think if you have the right skills and what would happen if you don’t have all the right answers. So, forget all that !
You are definitely the right person! You are in AIESEC, which means that you are capable of anything. Believe that! You have already the right tools and resources, but you just have to believe in yourself, I know I am!
But what’s my story? Well, I guess most of you don’t know that, but I first applied a TL position in Tartu EB, with no leadership experience what so ever. Unfortunately I didn’t get the TL position that I wanted, but fortunately I was offered ET OGX TL position, which is basically EDU project. I gladly accepted that, but as it turned out I changed my subjects and came to Tallinn.
It was all new to me. Well, I know AIESEC is cool, but what about LC Tallinn. I knew some people, but still I wasn’t sure, whether to be a TL or not, so in autumn I started my work as just a team member.
As the time went, at some point I felt that I need bigger challenges and there are a lot more for me to gain and also to give. Therefore applying for TL position in February wasn’t difficult, because it had been in my head for some time. But...I still had doubts. How will I do the first meeting, how will I be a leader, when all the members in my team are used to me as a member. How will I be heard? Actually it wasn’t so difficult and I learned in progress as well. As my job wasn’t as easy as the people applying now, because I came a TL in the middle of the term. You can have a long period of transition, planning and all that fun stuff!
If you haven’t been a team leader, then you actually don’t know how to prepare for that. You can learn by failing and trying different things. That’s very normal and okay.
I have learned that I don’t have to do everything on my own, I have my team and there’s a lot more teams and people who are willing to help team leaders with everything. If you think you might be stupid, while asking so many questions, but if you don’t know something then you need to ask. If you don’t get your answers, then you don’t get the knowledge.
If you don’t know how to be a leader, then this is your chance, it’s your time to shine and gain the knowledge that you don’t have now, because nobody is expecting you to be perfect. If you are, then very good, but usually it’s not that way.
The most positive thing about TL experience has been the surprising moments, when I learn something new about me. Also the constant pushing the limits a bit.. I realize that I can do more that I have done at the moment. And as a lot of people have mentioned it, the people are just great, you will have a great support from others and get to know different opinions.
In the end I would like to say that in autumn, when I started just as a team member. When I look back then I realize that I regret a bit that I didn’t take the chance to be a TL then, when it was offered to me. Like you, I was hesitating. Hesitate, but go beyond that. Even if you don´t know if you are ready, you’ll never find out, what might had happen if you had taken the role as a team leader.
Cheers,
Mari